Through the Wall (W/Room 4)

Eric shook the head. It was understandable. There was only Eric and the blatant optimism to see also far, as would have said Helga.
And of course, she had to see no future with him.
Contrary to him, who saw a whole magnificent future quite pink and blue.
Idiot.
This time, Eric sighed, hurt and humbled. His imagination remained his worst enemy.

"Are you ok?" He sounded upset again

- It's nothing, I thought on.... The future. Outside here. It's nothing.

"You thought about us..." She bit her lip, "Eric there's a difference between thinking about my career and you, I can see a future with you, I just can't with my career, honestly I can't really think about the future, but I know you will be a part of it."

Eric put the head against the wall. He smiles. She was endowed to read in him. It was terrible and reassuring at the same time.
- Thank you. To say it to me.
Even if you don't believe it. A part... Just a part.

She smiled, "It needed to be said, you're not the only one with feelings you know," she said teasingly

Eric smiles. In spite of the pain and the punishment, she managed to make him smile. He loved her so much...
- You are really wonderful.

"Mehh I try," She laughed, "You're not so bad yourself."

He would have given everything to kiss her, really. But on the place, he smiles, putting his hand on the wall, closing eyes, imagining her as they were before. Together and in confidence.
- Don't say silly thing, you want? He smiles.

She grinned a little, teasing him always made her feel better. She rested her head against the wall, she would give anything to be close to him.

Eric inspired, trying again to prevent his dear enemy to make him suffered. Putting the head on the knees, he closed eyes... When abruptly, he remembered something.
-Anya, when we are went out of the game, you carried my shirt. Reassure me, you wear other thing there, no?

"uhh, I'm still just wearing your shirt."

Okay. Anya was naked under his shirt. Okay. In a room with another man. That, that could pass again possibly. But alone naked under his shirt with a rapist?! It was a bad joke, it was impossible otherwise...
Eric inspired profoundation.
-Okay, I inhale, I am quiet, he murmured.
He usually so dulled. And he had to speak to himself in a loud voice to calm down. All this began to get him on the nerves.

"Eric, I'm fine. I'm in the bathroom away from him."

- I know, I know...
Breathing slowly, Eric tilted the head behind, sticking his hair behind. Expiring profoundation, he closed eyes.

OOC: Dude, I'm gonna sleep Have fun!

Anya pressed her forhead against the wall, "Are you ok now?" she hated that he was suffering and there was nothing she could do to help.

- I am fine, Anya, I'm....
Inspiring profoundation, he crossed the hands on his face.
-Anya, there is a question which I have to put you...

"Sure you can ask me anything," She said laughing a little

Eric felt guilty only from mettres to balance. He inspired slowly.
-Villain sent me an invitation. For a dinner with the girl of my choice. I have immediately to think of you, of course. See you again and take you out of this... Room. But... Since a few days I have it.. bad presentiment about... Esmee.

Anya thought it through for a moment, "You should take Esme if you're worried about her,"

- And you? he asked immediately. I promise you to protect you! Even if you are stronger than you think of it, I've promise to protect you...

"I think I'll be ok if you want to take Esme,"

- I feel guilty of asking you for that. I am sorry Anya. Really. I am... Lost. Forgive me Anya. I'm...
Eric didn't know what to say. He felt sick and guilty. Stupid and useless. Sorry.

OOC: I don't even know if Esmee will be online tomorrow xD And I swear I feel so guilty to ask you that....

"Eric it's fine, I'm fine," she laughed a little, "I think your family is more important."


(OOC: It's ok!)

-But...
Eric stopped. The rest of his sentence didn't dare to go out.
- What? asked Anya.
- No, nothing.
The words burned his throat even if its lips refused statements. Because they were too really for him, and too violent for her.
But you are my familly too.


OOC: Seriously, I feel so guilty! Yesterday night I've a nightmare about it xD

(OOC: Oh my gosh it's fine!! XDD)

"Eric, It's ok, honest." She smiled a little, "She's your sister you have to do what you think is right."

OOC: Really, I have to dream that Anya and Esmeralda were suspended over flames and that I had to choose which one fell Villain is in my heaaaaaaaaad!

-Anya..
It was a rustle, a thanking, a petition, a sigh. One ' I love you ' disguised.
- Thank you. You are a woman absolutly wonderful, I have never met a woman as you.

Anya shrugged, "I'm not so great," she smiled a little, "Have fun with your sister, tell her I said hi."

-Believe me, you're more than great. I don't deserve you.

She laughed, "I think it's the other way around, I got lucky being roomed with you. You made me feel better about being here."

(OOC I find it so awkward that Kida listened to this conversation...)

(OOC: LOL I just realized that! XDD)

She was so pure. So wonderful. Eric was always amazed so much. How did he have been able to hurt her? He was a real bastard... He refused to risk to hurt her again.

OOC: Sorry, I screw I haven't realised it xD

She smiled, "Eric, can you promise me something?"

- Of course.
Go, say it. Tell me to go away. Tell me to leave you quiet. Say me that I am an error and that you prefer to end all this. Say it my Love.


OOC: Kida, kick him, his an emo

She sighed, "When you have your dinner with Esme, don't worry or feel guilty about me, I want you to enjoy your time with your sister."

(OOC And Phoebus probably heard it all too...)

Kida turned to Eric. She had decided to stay out of the conversation but she just couldn't stand him saying things like that. She whispered so that Anya couldn't hear "Don't say that! It's clear that she loves you, don't ruin it."

Eric turned to Kida. She was right, and he knew it. She loved him and he loved her just as much. It was just too hard to forgive himself. But he shook the head.
- Thank you, he murmured for Kida. I promises you Anya, he said. We shall have fun. And I would speak to her about you.

She smiled a little, "Thank you."

Eric smiled.
-Don't thank me. Thank you.

She rested her head against the wall. "I'm sort of tired, I haven't slept in a couple of days, I think I should go to bed now, I will talk to you later about your dinner."


(OOC: I have to go I'm going over to a friend's house )

Eric put his hand against the wall.
- You will not have nightmares. I'm just there.
Then he turned to Kida.

OOC: HAVE FUN

ooc: LOL Kida I could so picture that scene Kida yelling don't ruin it Eric she loves you!!! ahhh!! :-D

OOC: @Wendy Well, just a bit over a month ago she lost the love of her life. She doesn't want Eric to lose his over something silly like that.

@ Kida awwww Kida Ariel will come around :-)

Anya turned towards the wall. Surprisingly enough she wasn't scared of Phoebus. He couldn't do anything to her that could be worse than what her own father had done to her. "Eric? Are you there?"

Eric raised the head.
-Anya?
Approaching the wall, he put the hand above.
- I am here, Anya, I am here. What happend? Your voice is different.