Watching The Game

She opened her eyes in surprise while he pulled her back again and kissed her on the forehead. She looked at him trying to hide the confusion.
"Don't you prefer to stay alone with your little friend?" she whispered, trying again to have no expression in her voice.

She sighed. She could only take his word... At least until someone came back to the room...

"That's good..." She said, lying like she did at dinner parties.

That didn't mean she had to believe him...

She tilted her head to the side at a noise she heard. She almost opened her mouth to ask if he was with someone-

But he might hang up if I ask that... She thought, looking around the room. She sat back down on the bed and sighed. "I've missed you..." She said, sad that she actually felt that way.

He couldn't answer her without making Cindy suspicious, so he only put his finger to his lips and opened his lips as he mouthed: "Shhhhhh"

As he heard Cinderella say she missed him his heart skipped a beat, allthough he would never admit it, not even to himself.
"I... I missed you too..." he said quietly.

She smiled a little at the camera. "I know you're busy, which isn't a surprise as to why you haven't come to see me or whatever..." She said, before laughing a little as she laid down on the bed.

She stared at the ceiling for the moment, before speaking again. "I really hope you are doing ok..."

"I want to see you," he blurted out, and regretted it almost as soon as it had left his lips. He had forgotten about Meg for a second. When he thought about it, maybe it wasn't so bad. He wanted her to be jealous. Wanted her to realize her feelings the way he was about to realize them...

She bit her lips at his request to silence, looking elsewhere: she neither realized that she was actually jelous. And, if it was true, that would be the first time in her life. But she didn't want to face it, nor to realize it: almost instinctively, she put on her mask, smiling to him while she was nodding to his 'shhh', and continued to smile even to his last phrase, even if for a second she felt... hurted...

She froze, her heart skipping a beat at his outburst. "You... you do?" She asked, slowly, surprised. She started to smile. He made feel warm inside...

She laughed a little, feeling better knowing that he wanted to see her. "You can see me anytime you want to..." She said, smiling at the camera. "But you know that." She said, with another little laugh.

"I'll come see you soon..." he said quietly, picking up on the mask Meg had put on yet again. It didn't affect him in any other way than pissing him off, so he decided to focus on Cinderella for now.

She smiled. "I'd like that..."

She put her injured hand on her stomach, just wanting something on her stomach for the moment.

Should I tell him when I see him? No, probably shouldn't... He might figure it out though if he keeps watching my room... She thought, glancing at the camera.

She gave it a little smile, not wanting him to think anything strange.

She just couldn't continued to pretend as always, even if she was still smiling her smile was a little bit bitter: probably because she didn't wear her mask for so long, probably because he couls see that it was just a mask... or... no, she didn't wanna know that answer...
she clenched her fists and once again she raised trying to go toward the door: even if she was still trying to smile, her expression was becoming really bitter, and as soon as she gave her back to him the smile disappeared.
*You're just the whore, Meg, stop acting like a girlfriend.*

He didn't try to stop her this time. He never wanted her when she was wearing her mask. Even as she failed miserably, she was still trying, and it was enough to piss her off.
"Yeah..." he answered hesitantly to Cinderella once Meg was out of the room. He didn't know what else to say to her.

She heard the hesitance in his voice, causing her to bite her lip. "... Are you sure you're okay?" She said, cautiously, hoping he wouldn't go cold again.

"Yeah, I am," he laughed, not quite a real laugh though.
"I guess I'm just... tired..."

[OOC: Have to go to bed now ^^ I'm tired too... ^^''' 'Night!]

"This place seems to drain everyone..." She said, almost talking to him like he was a prisoner too....

In a way he was...

{OOC: Okay, goodnight! It's late over where you're at XD}

She went out of the room, biting her lips so strong that she could feel the blood in her mouth: she couldn't help but sob, and then she covered her face with a hand
*Stop it, Meg: you won't cry. Not for this. You're his whore, nothing more. he's just like the other customers, just he wanna be the only one. But there's no difference... so stop it.*
What her consciousness wanted to say, what it was trying so desperatly to say, to explain the reason of her feelings... well, she didn't want to listen it.
But she couldn't deny it: she felt hurted and... heartbroken...
Why had to hurt so much discover that she still had a heart?
However... it wasn't important, was it?
She leaned her back to the door, and a new sob escaped from her lips

"Mhm..." he replied, almost as if his mind was somewhere else.
"Look, Cindy, I got to go now. I'll come visit you soon ok? Bye," he said in a rushed voice before hanging up the phone, not even waiting for her to answer, before he rushed after Meg. What was her problem?!
He walked out the door of the monitor room and into the hallway. "Meg?" he asked before he spotted her in the bedroom / livingroom.

She looked at the phone after she heard the click. She looked down sadly. "Of course..." She said, before putting the phone down and turning over to face away from the camera.

{OOC: Seeing as we're not on the phone anymore, I guess that's my cue to sleep XD night!}

Meg was in the bedroom, lying on the bed just staring at the ceiling without do or think to anything.
When he arrived in the room, as soon as she noticed him, she raised sitting on the bed and smiled to him.
*Just don't be stupid: the past is the past, and now the call is in the past. Now is the present, and he's here.*
A real smile this time, maybe not a too happy one but sure not her mask.
"Hey, have you finished in the other room?"
asked with a neutral tone

"All done," he said with a smile. Was she really smiling a real smile? That was rare... he liked it.

{OOC: *seething in a corner watching* lol XD}

[OOC: Hey Cindy, can I have your msn? ó.ò]

"Good" she replied, turning to lay again on the bed.
"And so now you came for me?" she couldn't help herself to ask with a touch of acidity involuntary.

{OOC: I don't have msn ;-; I have skype though... give me your skype and I'll add you.}

[OOC: I'm ylvise on skype ^^]

"I was wondering if you wanted to watch the rest of the game," he said with a sly smile reaching out his hand as if to help her up of the bed.

{OOC: I've sent you a request :3}

"No" she replied flat without move, then, with a sly smile, she took his hand "But i'll keep you company, if for you is the same"

{OOC: @Villain I'm just wondering, is Cindy ever going to get the necklace back? XD It's been haunting me on occasion that it's still in room 9 o.o lol}

[OOC: Dw Cindy, you'll get it back xD]

"Mehh," he said as if he didn't really care and shrugged.
"Do what you want."
He turned around and walked towards the monitor room again where he quickly gave his, possibly, last order.

{OOC: Kay X3 I'm so weird to remember stuff like that XP lol}

She felt hurted by his words, but took even this shot: faked a new smile and followed him, after all it wasn't like she had something better to do, and she was used to this, she spent her entire life with people that considered her like an ornament or, at most, a cute animal. Why had it to be different with him? He was her kidnapper, wasn't he? It could be even worse...

ooc: you really like hurt her, don't you? >.>

[OOC: She's bringing this on herself v.v He gets pissed off by her attitude v.v]

ooc: It's not her fault!
He called her 'nothing interesting', she's just trying to be however sweet as always, since she's used to be just the whore and nothing more (and ten years of this life can't be erased in some months so simply v.v), and however he was neither interested to know why she acted in that way v.v
... and however he could be happy, since Meg is starting to be jealous >.>
it means that she's starting, at least, to like him... >.>

[OOC: Oh, he is happy about that xD It's just the mask that pisses him off xD BTW, if you want to know what the "possibly last order" is you can check the basement ]

ooc: i've seen it and... well, maybe he can try to talk, even to be angry about that, i think that this could be a solution, but silence... silence never help
and... i think that now is your turn

After letting the prisoners go he turned to Meg before pulling her closer, holding her tight against his chest.
"So... what do you want to do now Princess?"

Meg smiled to him when he pulled her closer, but when he called her 'princess' the smile froze a bit "Choose you" she replied shrugging, and, even if she was still smiling, she avoided his glance.

{OOC: I've told him I didn't really want to be called that either XP But, ouch, poor Meg D:}

"Don't tell me you're still mad at me are you?" he asked with a laugh, still holding her.

"I'm not mad" she replied with a small laugh
*Only hurted*
whispered the usual voice in her mind: she bit her lips, she didn't want to make him upset, was just harder then usual for her forget everything and act like always
*He's making you weaker...*
made her realize her consciousness
"So... what do you wanna do?" asked then, still smiling and trying to be natural as always

ooc: I know right? D: Meg doesn't like it because it isn't really rappresentative, but, expecially, this is 'her' nickname! XP

"You're not mad huh?" he said sarcastically and laughed, before he picked up her body language. He held her face in his hand and forced her to look at him.
"Then what is it baby?"

She bit her lips strongly, blushing a bit still avoiding his glance, but when he forced her to look at him, in his eyes, she held her breath for a bit, while her heart skipped a beat.
*How can you have this power on me?*
asked to herself, without wanting to know the answer.
She opened her mouth, like to reply, but then she smiled, unconfortable.
"It's nothing, really... so, what do you wanna do now?"
but without her mask, was evident that she was just afraid to talk: not afraid of him. Just afraid to be hurted more...

"Please tell me..." he said in a soft, caring voice, almost pleading.

Without realizing it, she squeezed tightly the hand that was on his shoulder: she was so tense...
Looking elsewhere again, she swallowed, and then, in a low voice, she replied
"I... i just... don't like... be classifies as... 'nothing interesting'..."
she replied with the only thing she was sure of.
She breathed, then, trying to look in his eyes, without results, and trying to smile like she was amused, she continued
"Sorry, it's... it's stupid... I... don't worry, ok... like i didn't talk..."
almost she wanted prevent his laugh, his amusement...
almost she wanted just try to protect herself

"When did I ever...?" he started to ask before he realized this was what he had told Cinderella when she asked what he was doing.
"Meg... what was I supposed to say? Torturing people from the monitor room with a girl on my lap? You know you're important to me... for Christ sake Meg, I love you!" he almost screamed at the end of the sentence, although not in anger. He just wanted her to understand how special she really was.

She listened to him, without can look in his eyes
"I... i know, sorry... you're right..."
yes, it was true: what was he supposed to say? But... so, why was she feeling in that way?
*maybe it's because of 'her'... because he was talking to her... because he can love you but he didn't tell her about you...*
she tried to avoid her consciousness's voice, continuing
"it's... it's ok, really... it's just... i don't know, maybe i'm just... moody, today..."
she replied trying again to smile
"So, was she your girlfriend?"
she asked instinctively

"I suppose she still is," he said with a sly smile. "Or at least she thinks she is."

when he replied she opened wide her eyes for a moment
*Why are you surprised, Meg?*
asked her mind's voice with nastily, while she felt a thick in the chest.
"Is she?" asked at last, trying again to smile

"No, she's not," he had to laugh.
"But that doesn't mean I can't have fun playing with her," he said while he winked at her.

She breathed with a smile as soon as he replied
*Why are you so relived, Meg?*
asked again nastily her consciousness
"Well... maybe now you can have fun with me..." she replied, smiling sly and moving closer to him

He laughed now. He couldn't believe how obvious the jealousy and shyness was on her face.
"Jealous?" he asked teasingly.