Time to tell/TTW 2

"You don't remember?", now Lilo was confused.

[OOC: Aw Lilo, you're so optimistic and lovable in such a drama-filled situation XD]

"I don't remember that i ever left you..." She was afraid something bad had happen to Lilo when she wasn't there.

"I don't mean you left me here in this rooms. I know that we have to change rooms after a few days. I meant something before we get here.", Lilo took a deep breath. "What happened to you after the last Night I saw you? I thought... I thought I killed you..."

''Killed me? Why would you think that?'' She tried to remember that night. What.. happend....Oh yeah. ''You didn't kill me! I fell asleep and you where gone..''

Lilo stopped talking. She kept silent.

Silence.. No sound from the other side. ''Lilo? Are you allright?'' She was afraid she had said something stupid. And hurted lilo.

"Yeah... I'm okay. I'm sorry.", Lilo hided her face in her hands and started sobbing.

She is not okay... After a while she heard soft sobs. What was wrong. ''Lilo? What is wrong... Why are you crying?'' ''Have i said anything wrong?''

Lilo calmed down after a few tries. "No, it's okay. It's just... I thought I killed you that night, because I was supposed to kill you... It makes me happy you're still alive...", Lilo tried to smile but failed.

I thought I killed you that night, because I was supposed to kill you Her mouth dropped. She was suppose to... ''Wh...why?'' She was in shock.

"I DON'T KNOW!", Lilo screamed. "I BEGGED! I CRIED! But I had to..."

She wrapped her arms around her body to protect herself. She didn't want to remember that day.

''I'm sorry Lilo.. Don't feel bad. I'm still alive and you are. And i'm here for you. Don't worry. I'll protect you.''
She sighed. Damn this place makes everytone so sad...

"But your weren't the only one I was supposed to kill... and killed.", she whispered. "I'll hope you're not lying... "

''I'm not lying Lilo.'' She sighed. ''It doesn't matter who you killed. ''

He looked at Lilo, "Its alright Lilo, Jasmine is safe and Aladdin is to." He hated seeing young girls cry. It always reminded him of his sister when she would get upset.

Lilo sighed. "And what is important? I think nothing is. But... I want to believe that there is something that is important."

''You are important. Lilo you are important.'' She held her head. ''If you weren't you would be dead already..''

"Ya Lilo, your important to so many people in here as well. I know that a lot of people do care for you."

"I am?", she tilted her head. "And who is the most important for you two?"

She widen her eyes at her question. She couldn't answer it. She couldn't..
Whore... She dugged her nails into her skin. Whore..She gasped once her nails made a small opening into her palm. Right beside the marking.
Yeah go ahead. Continue. You deserve it.

They didn't hear an answer for a long time. He started to worry, "Jas you okay over there?"

Lilo sighed and put her hand at the wall. "Don't worry. Be not afraid. I'm here. I'm always here.", she smiled sadly. It hurt her when someone this close seems to be hurt. And even if she just had the feeling Jasmine wasn't alright.

Hearing Thrax his question. "I think that question wasn't only asked to me was it?" She said a bit annoyed. "And i would say that both Aladdin and Thrax share the first place of most imporatant, and Lilo is there too." She said blindly. "Here's my answer."

"well of course you would be number one Jas," he said bluntly, "Then Pocahontas... And sense I got to know Lilo more, she's up there as well."

Lilo smiled. "So you are still in love with each other? Or does Aladdin or Pocahontas mean more to you?"
She didn't knew what her questions did, she was just curious.

[OOC: .... Awkward turtle attack. o.O]

(OOC: -protects turtle aladdin-)

"I'm sorry lilo, if i knew that answer i would have given it earlier, and this drama wouldn't be here.."
She sighed. Leaning against the wall.

He looked at the wall, "Jas, I still love you. Even with all this drama with Poca and Al. This is just a pump in the road. Things always get better."

She sighed. Playing with the bunny ears. "I really hope i can trust your words" she bit her lip.
She did trust him, but she was afraid to choose the wrong road once the choice has to be made.

"You haven't answered my question!", Lilo pouted again. "What is the wrong choice and what the right...?", she ruminated.

(OOC: are you talking to jas or thrax?)

(OOC: To both of them... and to herself, but you can answer to the second question, if you like. ^-^)

(OOC: oki ^^)

"I can't answer that one i'm sorry Lilo." She said simple. "Maby thrax can." Her tone was cold, why? She felt like she was his wrong way and poca was the right one.

"The right choice is to make Jas happy, the wrong is to hurt her. Jas I want to be with you, but if you don't want to I'll accept it. I don't want you to think you haft to stay in this relationship just to save me from being hurt. If your not happy I'm not happy." The truth was if she left him, he would be heart broken, but he just wanted her to be happy.

"I do love you thrax, i just feel like that poca is your right choice. And i only hurt you and poca, you should have never chosen me..."
A pain in her chest. She had pain. But she knew that one day she had to give this up. She loved him, but the same feeling stung her again. Is it enough.

Lilo looked at Thrax and listened to Jasmine's voice. This whole thing was soooo interesting. She wanted to hear more. The little girl thought of new questions and how to get more answers. She smiled.

(OOC: aah lilo i love you xD she is so awesome!)

(OOC: XD Thank you! But why? Why do you think she's awesome? *just curious*)

(OOC: she is just like: oh interesting convo let's ask them the most difficult questions xD she is soo awesome)

(OOC: Sure! She's a child! And this IS interesting!)

(OOC: Ya LILO is AWSOME!)

Thrax herd what Jas was saying. He turned to Lilo, "I wish she would believe me when I said I chose her because I love her. I might of had something with Pocahontas, but I love her more."

"Mmh... That sounds difficult. Really difficult.", she thought a while if she should say it or not, but then her mouth spoke faster than her thoughts. "I saw Jasmine with Aladdin and I think she loves him more." Lilo gasped and closed her eyes. "I'm sorry...", she hided her face.

Her eyes widen the feeling in her stomach turned again. She felt sick. Pushing herself up.
"Excuse me.." She said weak as she went towards the bathroom. She was just in time once she reached the toilet she threw up.
Shivering like it was so cold. She clenched her teeth. Sitting on the floor. She took some toilet paper to wipe her face clean.
She flushed the toilet.

Hugging her knees. She shivered like crazy. How much she hated the feeling once she had thrown up. Weak empty. Cold.

What Lilo said felt like she just punched him in the stomach. He really wasn't expecting that answer. "How can you tell Lilo?"

"I only saw her with Aladdin and she seemed so happy. If I could see you two together in one room... I might say different. But it feels not like you two are happy to talk to each other... It's so cold here.", Lilo mumbled through her hands and shivered.

She stood up and slowly walked bacl to the wall. Her hand shivered. Lilo was right.
She wasn't happy talking to Thrax. She didn't feel the same with Thrax. "t's so cold here." "i.. I am back.."
Leaning against the wall.