AFTER THE CRASH (ttw room 4)

After talking with jasmine he went back to the wall
"Poca? Odette? Is someone there?"

Pocahontas woke up by the wall, hearing Thrax's voice, "Sweet?" She asked, looking at the wall. She started to undo her braid, watching her hair go curly to straight, "I'm here.." Pocahontas wondered what had happened and where did he go..

He leaned closer to the wall, "Hi. What have you been doing?"

"Sleeping, waiting for you.." She looked at her hair, watching the remaining curls go straight as she put her hands through her hair, "Where did you go?" Pocahontas felt guilty for getting worked up, sitting there she looked at Odette. Her eyes were red from crying..She was trying hard not to show the weakness in her voice..

"Well after I stormed away from the wall I got into a fight with my roomates and that Cindy chick, then went a little crazy and started banging on the wall, then Ariel started hitting me, then we said we were sorry, and now I'm talking to Jasmine... Crazy day in this place thats for sure."

"Oh.." She looked at the wall, "Ariel hit you?" She looked down, "It's all my fault for getting worked up anyway.." It was clear now that Pocahontas was weak right now. Her voice was showing it now, "Sorry..I mean you didn't even know I was here but, I got mad and just stormed off.." Pocahontas looked down, "I'm just stupid, can't even talk to someone without even starting a fucking fight.." She was surprise when she let out the F word but, she felt horrible..

He shook his head, "No its not yours, its mine. I did this. I was trying to put the blame on cindy but its not anyones fault but mine."

Pocahontas looked down, "How is it your fault? How.." She sighed, "Please stop blaming yourself..I don't want you to be hurt by my stupid mistake.."

"How is this your fault? you didnt do anything."

"I got mad at you, overreacted. After all you aren't mine.." Her voice was weak, tears falling down her cheeks, "You aren't mine after all.." She looked down more, "I thought a lot in the bathroom..Sweet you may think I didn't mean I love you and I didn't think either but, after I thought about it..When I thought about you or Eric..My heart went faster when I thought of you.." Her voice was sincere. She saw curls in her hair forming, running her hand through her hair she watched them disappear.

He looked at the wall. When she said this his heart jumped a little, "Really you mean it?" He felt happiness sweep over him, but that Eric guy. "Poca, what's your definition of love?"

Pocahontas looked down, "I do.." She then heard the question, "What I believe love is when you love someone no matter what their failures, and want to be with them..And you will stay with them no matter the hardships that go on." Her voice was sincere, no hesitation was there, "I know what love is Sweet..I just never felt it and nobody ever said they loved me..." She sighed, fixing her hair, "I also saw the new you and, I still see the same Sweet I adore.." Her voice was sincere and honest, when she spoke his name her voice lifted up, showing she was really happy..

{OOC: Exactly what I was talking about when Cindy shouted at you, Thrax. Thank you, Poca!}

Even with the new him she still saw him as his old self. This information filled his heart with love. Something he never felt before. But that damn Eric guy was still in the back of his mind. He had to know, "Poca, do you think you can love more than one person?"

"No, I don't..It's not love if you love two people.." She looked down, there was honesty in her voice.

"You really think that?" He was actually really surprised by her answer. He thought she would of said something different.

"Yes, yes I do Sweet.." She sighed, "Like I said Sweet, I know what love is just, no one told me they loved and I never felt it." Pocahontas put her hair behind her face, letting the rest of it dry. Pocahontas started not to feel depressed anymore her old happy, strong self was coming back. Smiling, she looked at wall. Somehow talking to Thrax was making her very happy..

It was odd, he had wanted her for so long, and now she was just a wall away. "Poca what if we don't see each other again."

"I don't know but, I really want to see you.." She looked down, "Thrax please stay alive as long as you can..So please obey the rules...If you do I will do the same! I promise.."

"Deal." If obeying the rules means he might see Poca again then he'll do it... for her. "So you and your roommate close?"

"No, she is sitting on the bed.." She then looked at the wall, "What about you? Your roommates close?"

Thrax didn't even look around, "There somewhere, I'm not sure but I think they might be mad at me."

"Was that the screaming and yelling I heard earlier?" Her voice was calm, she sounded like the Poca he knew when she was happy..

"Yup. I'm surprised you didn't hear me punching the wall." he kinda said jokingly, even tho he was still kind of tense about the whole thing.

"You okay?" Pocahontas was worried, she had heard many things..That is was his fault and it wasn't. Pocahontas wasn't liking the fact that his roommates were accusing him of shit, "It's never you fault Sweet, yes I heard kinda what they said the only thing I could hear clearly was someone yelling that it was your fault.."

He sighed, "Ya but I am sorry for all the things I have put you threw."