The folder....

"I think he must treat them better. Not like he treats us."

"Yeah maybe," he said as he placed his hand on his chin as if he was thinking about it.
"It also seems like they have more freedom. I mean, since Meg was able to use the phone."
He looked over at the phone on the floor.
"Though it's been a while since then," he said in a low voice.

"You want to talk to her again?"

Ariel looked at the phone

"You miss her don't you?"

"No, that's not it," he said in a bit desperate voice as he looked up at Ariel.
"I was just a bit worried. That's all."
Sinbad stood up.
"I think I'll go shave," he said as he walked to the bathroom.

"I'm pretty sure she is fine. She is in safe hands"

Ariel looked at her arm.

"What about Kida? Do you think she is alright?"

Ariel held her knees and put her head on her knees. A little tear rolled down her cheek

- In good hands? It's his hands. That's even worse than if she was alone.

"Yeah, Kida's probably fine," he said before he walked in the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

- Why....
He splashed some cold water in his face to clear his head. He looked at the running water for a while. Then he started looking for the razor.
"Ariel, have you seen the razor?"

"That razor? Uh I haven't seen it"

Ariel got the hidden razor out

she tried to put it back together, it worked. The only thing she didn't notice was the blades were covered with blood


"I found it, here you go"

she opened the door and handed it to him

"Thank you, Ariel."
Sinbad took the razor Ariel handed him.
He looked at it in his hand as he turned around.
"Uhm..."
He noticed the blood and turned and faced Ariel again.
"Why is there blood on the blades?" he asked confused.

Ariel tried to ignore Sinbad's question

"What are you talking about?"

of course she knew

"What the fuck do you think I'm talking about," he shouted.
"You promised you wouldn't harm yourself anymore," he said in an angry, disappointed voice.

Ariel just stood there, she held her arm

Sinbad shouted more and more. Ariel didn't say anything.

She just took it

"What the fuck are you thinking? Why the hell are you doing this?"
He threw the razor so it slided across the floor into the other room.
"I don't fucking believe it," he shouted again.

Ariel picked up the razor and broke it. Broke it so it couldn't be fixed again. She made the blades blunt, so blunt so they couldn't cut again.

Ariel pushed Sinbad out the way of bathroom and put the broken razor and blades in the toilet and flushed it


"You will never truly know what happened to me when I was younger Sinbad. MAYBE BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO ME AFFECT ME SO BADLY. I HAD NO ONE, NO ONE LOVED ME" She yelled

"You wanna know what I did" she lifted her sleeve up and presented the cuts. Not of Kida's name though

"After Kayley's death, it affected me so badly. I tried to talk to my parents and Peter. They just shoved me away. I lived on the streets for 2 years. And you are fucking having a go at me"

"I'm sorry to hear you've been through a rough time." He was still angry and shouted, so even though he meant what he said, it didn't sound like it.
"But I don't fucking see how it helps doing this shit."

{OOC: I just read this on the news. Amy Winehouse is dead. R.I.P Amy}

"I don't know how to stop. Please stop getting angry at the. Ever since she died I have been doing this. YOU WILL NEVER FUCKING UNDERSTAND"

( OOC: I have no idea of who it is, but must she rest in peace. )


"Then fucking help me to understand," he shouted.
He sighed to calm down a little.
"... please."

{OOC: Oh she was an english singer who took alot a drugs, she was found dead today aged 27}

"Help you understand what? My childhood was horrible, and I was never loved or anything."

Ariel didn't understand, why was Sinbad yelling at her. He knew she did it

( OOC: eww )


"Fine, whatever," he mumbled in a low, angry voice.
He went in to the other room.
"But you shouldn't promise not to hurt yourself again, if you have no intention of keeping it."
He sat down and leaned against the wall.
"Because then it's just empty words."

"I haven't gt anything I can hurt myself with now."

Ariel looked ashamed with herself

"I'm sorry" she whispered

(ooc: Ariel, this is why Kida is better, she understands your pain. This is why Ariel Sinbad and Kida should move to Utah and join a polygamist sect, so that you can all be happy and barf rainbows and ride on magical unicorns being happily happy.)

He looked at her for a little while. Then he looked at the floor.
For a while he sat like that without saying anything. Just thinking to himself.

"You wanna come over here and sit with me?" he asked at last.

OOC: lol, magical unicorns. That'd be awesome xD

OOC: I think that would solve everything

Ariel walked over and sat next to Sinbad. She was silent, she just held her knees and looked away

Sinbad didn't move. He kept staring at the ground.
They sat like that for a few minutes, not saying a word.

"Uhm..." he started to break the silence.
"Sorry for yelling like that. It's just an old habit, I guess."

"It's ok. I'm used to it now I guess."

Ariel paused and sighed


"Sorry for cutting myself again. I won't do it again. Or at least try not to"

"Yeah, just try... That'll do."
He still didn't look at her. Not even when he talked to her, or when she talked to him.
It just felt... weird.

"Well this is awkward"

Ariel still couldn't look at Sinbad

"Have you noticed that all we do is either fuck or fight?"

"Yeah," he said, almost like a whisper.
"It has crossed my mind. It's beginning to be a little... annoying."

"I mean the sex is great. But it is all we do. And when we aren't having sex. We are fighting"

Ariel looked at Sinbad

"It isn't a very good relationship is it? Be honest"

"No, you are right. It isn't."
He stood up and walked across the room. He picked up the folder, which had been lying on the floor.

"Why did you pick up the folder for?"

He looked at the folder in his hands.
"I dunno. I just wanted to think of something else, I guess."

"Do you think we should just be friends then?" Ariel whispered

He looked over at her.
He sat down, still looking at her.
"I'm really not interested in just being your friend," he said in a low voice.
While he kept looking at her, he opened the folder and started ripping the first page to pieces.

"Sinbad. What is wrong? And what do you mean, you don't want to just be friends?"

Ariel was confused

"Nothing's wrong. I just felt like tearing it apart. It's lots of fun. Really." Though his voice indicated that it wasn't fun at all. Of course it wasn't. He was just frustrated.
"And I mean exactly what I said. I don't want you as a friend."

"I want you as my girlfriend," he whispered.

Ariel had a half smile on her face

"Really? You do?

Ariel looked at the teared pieces of paper on the floor

"You never act like you do though" she whispered to herself

"Mhm, why else would I say it?"
He didn't hear what she whispered to herself. Instead he kept tearing the pages in the folder apart.

OOC: yeah, he's really REALLY bad at showing it ._.

"Dunno. You might of been joking or something"

Ariel picked up the paper, Kida's page had been ripped

She held the ripped picture in her hands

"Oh well."

Sinbad looked at the picture in Ariel's hands.
"You wanted to keep that?"

Ariel nodded

"Its fine though. I'll find some sellotape and stick it back together. It's fine"

She put the picture in her shirt pocket

"I'm guessing that isn't for fun. You have ripped all the pictures and files, all but one....Meg"

"It's ... only because you distracted me before I could finish. I was going to rip it apart now."

"Can I do it?"

She grabbed the folder and ripped the back before Sinbad had got time to answer

"There all done now"

Ariel had a slightly evil look on her face when she ripped the picture

"Gone....POOF"

"y-yeah.... gone..." he said in a low voice.
The look on her face scared him a little. It was so unlike her.

He faked a smile. "Well, I guess that's it for the folder."

{OOC: I should probably go to be now, tis rather late. Night x}

Ariel faked a smile back

Her eye twitched and her hands were shaking

She laughed like a crazy person

"So...what you wanna do now then?"

"Uhm... Ariel, are you feeling alright? You seem a little..." He wasn't really sure what to call it. But it wasn't like her usual self.

OOC: Yeah, that might be a good idea. I'be been trying to do the same thing for hours. I just can't fall asleep. But I guess being on the forum isn't really helping xD

Ariel looked and Sinbad

"Yeah I'm fine"

Ariel smiled

"Nothing is wrong is there?"

"N-no... Everything is fine..." he said with a nervous voice.
- ... I hope.

Ariel giggled

"So what is there to do now? And we can't fuck, seriously I am sore now. No more please"

"Mhm, I'm not really up for sex right now either."
It wasn't really the sex itself he didn't want. More what he expected to come after.

"So how about just talking a bit? Unless you have other ideas."

"Ok, lets just talk"


Ariel smiled and sat opposite Sinbad

"Talk about what?" she asked