The Guilt of Your Actions Might be to Much. (TTW room 4)

It has been over a day since Thrax talked to Poca. Even with everything going on he still loved her and missed her. Should I try talking to her? Its better to try then not. He looked at Jasmine, took a deep breath, and walked over to the wall. "Poca? Odette? Anyone there?"

Pocahontas heard Sweet's voice, looking down she thought if it would be a good to answer. She hadn't spoke to him since the fight, walking to the wall she sat down, "Sweet?" Her voice was soft, calm like she felt so much better then before, "It's Poca.."

He felt a since of relief and guilt when he herd her voice. "Um... how are you?"

Pocahontas looked at the wall, "How am I?" She thought to herself, not only was she confused and hurt. She felt like she was a fool for believing someone could love only her, "I'm...Fine.."

"Liar"

Ignoring the voice she continued to speak, "I'm doing fine, Sweet."

"Thats good," she is lying you idiot and you know she is! "I could be better."

Pocahontas looked down, knowing he probably knew she lied, "Everything okay, Sweet?" She bit her lip, of course everything wasn't okay..

"YA I"m . Look I'm sorry for what happened the other day."

She looked at the wall, listening to him apologize, "It's..It's oka-.." She couldn't finish the sentence. Pocahontas couldn't lie to him, it wasn't okay for him to tell her he loved her when he loved Jasmine, "I'm sorry, I cannot just sit here and say its okay when you said you loved me when you also love Jasmine. I can't do that.." Her voice had cracked, "Why is this hurting?" She thought to herself, falling quiet as she waited for a response..

It was like a knife stabbing in his chest over and over again. "Poca you were my first love. The mistakes I have made over the years has changed me into the person I am today. You might not like what I am now. Actually you'll probably hate it. I'm not the same Sweet. I want to be the old Sweet, but there is no going back now. I've done to much damage."

Pocahontas curled her hands into fists, "It's because of me you changed..Because of what I called you.." Looking down, she wanted for this to end..She held her hand against the wall now, wanting him by her..She wanted him by her even if he loved Jasmine..No matter how hard she tried not to love him with what happened...She couldn't help, but to love him.

"Poca I love you so much. When I thought you died I went a little crazy I'll admit it. It wasn't tell I came here that I experienced love again."

Pocahontas felt her heart jump when he told her he loved her. Hearing once again about when he thought she was dead, guilt washed into her. Why couldn't she just stayed in her village, grabbing her necklace she looked at the wall, "Am I still calm and gentle like the river?"

"No matter what happens, you will always be calm and gentle. Just like the river."

"Promise?" She couldn't help but, to feel happy..

"Why are you being happy? He loves someone else.."

Pocahontas shook her head, ignoring the voice. She didn't care, knowing it was bad to put herself in this position. If Thrax would pick Jasmine, she'd be heartbroken. And maybe happy for Jasmine but, she didn't want to loose him, "I don't want to loose you Sweet.."

"I don't wanna loose you either. I dont know what I'd do without you."

Pocahontas sat there for a while, thinking of what she just did. She felt her heart jump once again, hearing the same words coming out of his mouth, "Sweet, I.." Looking down, she wondered if it was okay for her to say this, "I love you.." Her voice had the most sincerity and honest tone to it..The hesitation was a sign she did..

He put his hand on the wall, "I love you to."

She smiled, feeling her heart flutter, "How are you feeling? You know with being in this hell hole?"

"Alright I guess." Actually no. I haft to sleep on the fucking hard ground, there's no sun, and the food SUCKS "It could be worse. What about you?"

"I'm fine, I guess." She chuckled a bit, "Other than my hand still hurting and my head aching, I'm fine. Odette and I ordered our stuff; A thin mattress and a towel." She looked over to Odette, it was her turn to sleep on the mattress.

"ya Ariel ordered some apples, and Jas and I split a rug and 2 towels." Shouldn't of told her that...

Pocahontas stopped, looking down to the ground. She had forgotten about Jasmine, "Oh.." Her voice showed he had caught her off guard with his response.

She didn't respond for a while. "Poca?" he asked.

Pocahontas smiled, "I'm fine, promise." She laughed, hoping he would ignore the silence. She grabbed her necklace, "I wish I never left the village, if I hadn't left..I would've found out that you loved me earlier. And I probably would've returned your feelings for me.." Pocahontas stopped for ten seconds, "And I could be yours right now, loving only me.." Her voiced trailed off but, not before he could hear her last sentence..

"Poca, this was supposed to happen for a reason. Life makes things complicated. You had to get out that village, and I'm proud you did," he sighed, "I shouldn't of trusted your father, something in my heart said you were still alive, but I didn't believe it. I thought it was just my head protecting my heart."

She looked down, her hand was hurting, "Sweet, I love you..I don't want to loose you but, I'm afraid..I'm afraid your going to choose Jasmine.." The tears started to fall, "Please don't..Don't.." She couldn't finish the sentence, "I love you.."

It was like he could hear the tears stream down her face. "I love you to. And I always will."

Pocahontas looked down, wondering why she let this bother her so damn much, "I feel like I'm being selfish.." She laughed, fighting the tears that fell..

"No I'm the one being selfish. I have two great women in my life, and I don't wanna loose either of them."

Pocahontas stared at the wall, "Anyway what do you want to talk about?" She asked, hoping that changing the subject would stop the awkwardness.

[[OOC Back from restarting my computer ^^ annd I'm going to head to bed ^^ You may respond whenever you can 8D NIGHT~!]]

{OOC: HAHA okay nighty night!}

He was trying to think of something to talk about, then he remembered a memory. "Remember that one time we were throwing rocks in the river, and a lost my balance and fell in."

[[OOC I'm BAAaaaaaacK 8D XDD]]

Pocahontas suddenly laughed, hearing that memory made her really happy, "Yeah, of course I do. And when I went to pull you out you pulled me in." She kept on laughing, "Then to get you back I splashed you! Seeing you get all fake upset was hilarious! Then you had to splash me back." Pocahontas kept on laughing.

"HAHA ya that was a really fun time. Then when we went back to the village everyone kept asking us why we were wet." The memory was one of his fondest. He loved it when him and Poca just goofed off.

"My Father couldn't stop laughing, he thought you did a pretty good job at tricking me." She laughed even more.

"Ya then Kocoum gave me a high five." He laughed.

"Then I got into a play fight with him. You kept cheering me on!" She laughed, "And of course it was a tie."

"HA it always ended up being a tie."

"Oh really? Well then to finally win a play fight, If we are roomed together it's on." She smirked, laughing.

"Ha I'll beat ya someday." He really hoped he would see her again.

"Oh really?" She laughed, "We'll see about that, Thraxy." She smiled as she gave him another nickname.

"New nickname?" he laughed

"Maybe, Thraxy.." She laughed, her voice turned cute and innocence. The voice she did to him when she wanted to be cute.

[[OOC Sorry short replies kinda like Scared/Freaked out/Happy XDD Cause I don't know what Villain is going to do to Poca and Anya DX]]

"Alright well What should be another nickname for you poca?" he questioned.


(I totally understand. I'm freaking out for you guys to!)

"I don't know, it's up to you to decided." She smiled.

"Hmmmm let me think about it. Alright?" He smiled.

"Okay." She smiled, laughing once again, "I remember when you tried to take on Kocoum. Since he called you out for being weak." She laughed, "Though It was a interesting play fight, turning into a tie."

"Ya. We were the 3 best friends." Tell you killed him. DEMON

Pocahontas smile faded, smiling once again when she remembered something, "We are still best friends, I don't think Kocoum could ever hate. Especially if it's not the person's fault.."