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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Fri Jul 15, 2011 2:38 pm | |
| Cinderella work up with a headache. "How long was I out?" She moaned, before stretching her aching back.
"Odette?" She looked around the room, to find that her new roommate was nowhere to be found.
Her eyes opened wide. "Oh, God, please don't let her be-" She was cut off by a sensation in her stomach.
She put her hand on her mouth, before stumbling to her feet and rushing into the bathroom.
She puked out whatever was in her stomach last and it went on for a long time.
She bent over the toilet, shaking. "God, I hate this!!" She shouted, when she finally stopped puking her guts out. She flushed the toilet and cleaned her mouth as best she could with one hand.
She looked up at the space where a mirror would be; she could just picture her reflection: Circles under her eyes, her hair was a mess, she looked thinner then usual, all in all she figured she looked like she crawled out of a grave. She started to cry at the thought.
She walked out of the bathroom, shaking. She walked towards the bed, wiping away her tears with her good hand. She got in the bed and covered herself up, even her head.
She started sobbing. God, I want to go home... Please... I can't take this... The only thing keeping me from killing myself would be the being growing inside of me... Why'd I have to get pregnant? Least of all by him?? Being with Sinbad was better then this... She thought, sobbing.
She held her stomach. "I'm going to protect you..." She said, almost below a whisper. "You're my only reason for living... my little angel..." She whispered, rubbing her stomach, before sobbing again. | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:18 am | |
| She sat up and sighed while looking at the phone.
I'm an idiot... She thought, before standing up. She swayed a little, before regaining her balance. She felt a little lightheaded for a moment, but it passed.
She looked around the messy room and let out a "hmph".
"This is bothering me..." She said, before she started cleaning up the broken frame.
She moved the wood and the painting to one corner of the room, seeing as there wasn't a trash can available.
She wiped her brow. "There..." She said, before she started humming.
In a moment, she was just dancing and twirling around the room.
What else could she do?
She let out a laugh as she danced to the music in her head. | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 4:16 am | |
| "Dum, dum, dum..." She hummed some music, as she danced.
"I'm dancing with tears in my eyes...
Just fighting to get through the night...
I'm losing it, losing it, losing it..." She sung softly to herself as she spun around the room.
"With every move I die..." She finished her dance by dropping down to the ground, almost turning into a ball.
After a moment, she relaxed her body and breathed heavily. She looked around the room slowly, before letting out a sob.
She brought her knees back up to her chest and buried her face in her knees as she hugged them.
Sobs racked her body as she cried alone...
All alone...
Forever and always...
Alone... | |
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Esmeralda
Posts : 199 Join date : 2011-06-15 Location : The Gardens with Cindy
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 9:48 am | |
| [OOC: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww this is so sad, I miss Cindy and Esme just talking, too bad Cinderella didn't get to meet Aaron] | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 9:52 am | |
| {OCC: I know, me too Villain refuses to tell her if Esme is okay! She's so freaking worried about her that she's even more stressed... When the food comes along... I think she's going to crack ._. She's all alone and that just really gets to her... Villain knows that too, why else would he constantly leave her alone ) | |
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Esmeralda
Posts : 199 Join date : 2011-06-15 Location : The Gardens with Cindy
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:02 am | |
| [OOC: AWWW, evil Villain upsetting my poor Cindy. Grrr... *gives Cinderella big hug*] | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:04 am | |
| {OOC: I know! *hugs Esmeralda back* She doesn't know about the new food possibly being good for the baby, so I think she's going to crack and try and commit suicide } | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:54 am | |
| Cinderella out one shaky sob, before wiping her face. She stood up and walked into the bathroom.
She turned on the shower and took off her clothes, even the makeshift cast around her hand. She was going to have to change the cloth anyways.
She got in the shower and sat down, letting the water run on her pale dirty skin. She leaned against the wall and sighed.
She didn't feel anything at the moment, only an emptiness inside... | |
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Wendy
Posts : 1079 Join date : 2011-06-16 Age : 34 Location : I don't know!!
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:04 pm | |
| @ Cindy omg poor Cindy *cries* I wanna see my big sister not my blood but by love :-D | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:06 pm | |
| {OOC: @Wendy And I want to see my little sister! *hugs and cries*} | |
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Wendy
Posts : 1079 Join date : 2011-06-16 Age : 34 Location : I don't know!!
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:26 pm | |
| @ Cindy why won't villain let me see you!!!! ahhhh!!! *cries* | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 3:25 pm | |
| {OOC: @Wendy I don't know! } | |
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Wendy
Posts : 1079 Join date : 2011-06-16 Age : 34 Location : I don't know!!
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Mon Jul 25, 2011 3:47 pm | |
| ooc: this is so unfair :-( *sad face* | |
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Cinderella
Posts : 1936 Join date : 2011-06-15 Age : 32 Location : (currently) Room 3
| Subject: Re: If you weren't here... I wouldn't want to live... Tue Jul 26, 2011 10:47 am | |
| {OOC: Yes it is } | |
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